Saturday

Tease and Denial

Be assured that power exchange, control, and the breaking of the male spirit is not a game for Me but a lifestyle. This is the oxygen that I breathe. Whenever I do not get the opportunity to subjugate a male creature for more than 48 hours, I actively feel withdrawals. Students who wish to learn at My feet should pay particular attention to My words. Your brainwashing begins here.

There is something about tease and denial that makes Me breathless and giddy. Why? Because My passion is the control and re-education of the male specimen, and each male specimen is most easily controlled through his erotic desire. Think of how many times you have sworn you will never do something. And yet when you are tied up and helpless, coerced into arousal and longing by the slim delicate fingers of a true artist, you find yourself agreeing to almost anything. In this state the male mind is most open and receptive. New fetishes can be implanted, new beliefs, new desires. I can even make you believe that I am your God (although let's be honest, you believe that already. Why else are you still reading? ;) ). A man needs to be re-educated, taught to think correctly. And it is through his erotic longing that I find access to his deepest psyche...

Friday

Personal Slave Wanted

Replacement for someone Irreplaceable

For a number of years I had a local personal slave on the Upper East Side. W/we met when I was still in College and the relationship developed ever so organically.He loved High Protocol, I loved slapping him around.

It was awesome to have someone near by (he lived the East 70s like Me) who would be at My beck and call. Since he worked from home I could summon him several times a month to pay for Manis and Pedis. He liked making sure that I looked good. 



I also loved that we could have occasional "regular" dates, fine dining on his company credit card (bad boy or maybe good boy for creative accounting;) Even cuddling up on the couch and watching a movie, hot chocolate in hand.

He joined Me in a trip to Atlanta and we also spend some time together in Las Vegas. The relationship was intense and close, but D/s based. I loved wallet raping him. Just taking his lunch money, and he didn't mind giving it to Me. Then again, often he would make sure his wallet was filled with a comfortable amount, just in case I cared to strike again lol.

He annoyed the shit out of me sometimes, but he was reasonable enough for Me to keep him around for the better part of a decade. Plus he was tall and in shape so I didn't mind showing him off at fetish parties. I always like bringing My "wallet" with Me.

When he got engaged he begged Me if I would allow him to continue to come clean My house once he got married. I think his addiction to Me was too strong so he eventually told Me that he wishes to leave the lifestyle. 

And yes, he married a vanilla lady, they always do. Talking about lifestyle relationship but never truly going through with it. he was My best friend. For years W/we saw each other several times a week and then he was gone...off to his normal life.

I've been guarded against "personals" since then. It was a great loss, and it still hurts.



Do you love being a rebound and help Me get over My last Bitch? Here is your first TASK / Slave Assignment : approach respectfully if you meet a number of the following desired criteria:


  • live on the UES or willing to relocate
  • Financially Stable
  • Have Disposable Income
  • *Happy* to spend some of this Disposable Income on making Me *HAPPY*
  • Able to carry groceries and other heavy stuff
  • Not looking for "free playtime"
  • Positive Attitude
  • Enjoys Fine Dining
  • Able to Chauffeur Me or pay for cabs from / to airport
  • Great at Foot Massage
  • Speaks German
  • Plays the Guitar
  • Enjoys being slapped around and spat on
  • wants to move in with Me eventually (one can dream right wink? ) 


To apply for this position:

Step 1. Buy something from My wishlist http://amzn.com/w/30SKLZTIABL0P

Step 2. IMPORTANT: send it to yourself

Step 3. Schedule a  preliminary meeting with Me (coffee/ lunch / drink)

Step 4. Meet Me in public and impress Me with your first gift/ sign of affection / commitment.

Step 5. W/we live happily ever after. 


My Old Online dating Profile