Forbidden Ethical Fantasies. Fantasy Play about Holocaust denial and other atrocities. Ask and you may receive. Have you been looking for a safe place to openly discuss outrageously taboo /edge role play? Have you felt deranged for craving fantasies that haunt your nightmares? Confine in Me...



In an oasis hidden within the urban jungle lies a sanctuary of the ravishing German beauty who immortalizes destiny, sacrifice, devotion and love. The submissive begs for mercy and attention... pouring the sweetest juice, caressing her strong feet and lets, Her sultry body covered in the finest lace and leather.


Currently in N.Y.C

will visit the Parthenon tomorrow afternoon. Available to receive gifts or meet for coffee in the Herald Square area.

your (new) place

 Imagine discovering something you didn't even know you craved?

Arriving at a place that you have not even dreamed of yet. You never thought of it until you arrived here, and now you can't think of anything else. How Bizarre. Let Me explain, the reason why I could not even describe this place previously, or tell you something more specific about it, is because it has not yet come to be. Even now, it is formed only partially, just like you.

This destination is different for everyone. We create it. Together. your journey starts here, today, and you are about to enter a world that is fueled by your desire...where your perversion are welcome and groomed. Kink and imagination are the building blocks of your new life. 

Let Me help you find the you that you didn't even think was possible. It will feel so good when you are entangled in My Games. I am an Enabler, a facilitator, your new Mistress, your Goddess.
10PM on a Wednesday in October, I thought the Fall would be nice in NYC...but it's cold, way too cold. I am adding a fireplace to the list of things I need ;-) That is right, I didn't say 'want' - never. 
I Need. 


NYC October 11-28th

Leaving NYC tomorrow, back in just a bit over a week. This trip was amazing, including a number of welcome surprises.

Remember, discretion is key. See you soon!


Remaining Private

I prefer to purse this endeavor discreetly, only My closest personal friends know about My secret passion. I like to keep it this way. 

Being very cautious about My image in this sphere of My existence, I enjoy operating 'under the radar'. 

Please know that limiting My exposure is My #1 Priority.  

September 2019

Fan Art 2019


PSA: Currently in Manhattan

I don't know who needs to hear this, but I am currently in Manhattan, I will be out of Town October 1-10.

Fall is the best season in New York :)


Game Over

Cast your eyes over My pictures, read My words, and your days as a free man are numbered. W/we both know that it’s better that way. Left to your own devices you are an unruly wild animal, giving into to your basest desires. You need loving, authoritative control, and I am the woman to provide it.
Standing 5′ 7″ tall over you, your body and mind will melt when I command you in My authoritative German accent to abase yourself before Me. You will feel as if you have come home. And make no mistake, kneeling before My toned 34DDx 23″ x 35″ Goddess body is your home.
I will empty all thoughts from your animal mind and replace them with the ache and longing to serve. You will be broken down, emptied out, and reborn under My direction. Shaped by My slim elegant fingers.

Breaking men is My passion and My art.

Call Me now and become My canvas, as I paint My delicious and wicked desires all over you.

I have many interests, and prospective supplicants are encouraged to read over My feedback and blog. Also check out My Goodies.

Consider it your first act of devotion to learn everything you can about Me. In My writings you will learn everything that it is appropriate for you to know about your Goddess, and everything you need to become a useful possession of Mine.

Whilst I am always mindful of your fetishes and desires, I am a genuine dominant woman and will lead the session in the direction that I choose. You will not be disappointed. In fact, you may well end up addicted…
Consider yourself warned


"Throw Back Thursday"

- MLS, 2008

I adore role-play and am very good at it, and in that very little is taboo. I am also fully equipped and have a large collection of toys for My amusement. I tend to be very sensuous in my sessions and have an innate ability to tease you into a frenzy.  
Normally I  shy away from heavy medical play, particularly if it involves blood, I do however have access to a full medical room for role play scenarios. I do not provide any medical play that involves utheral penetration, cutting, or heavy piercings- mainly due to My concern for Health.


Religion is the Opium of the People

I am your religion and addiction.

  Now you are with me, kneeling before Me, you feel whole, complete. That void within you is filled, for the first time, ever. At last, a sense of total belonging. When My eyes gaze into yours you will lose yourself completely in My reality. you enter My dimension of being. At one point, you thought your fantasies were complex, ravishing … Of such great depth, that they seemed unobtainable. 

Suddenly you realize that I lead you towards something much deeper than you could have ever even thought of. My world hits you harder and you fall lower into total submission - for Me. 
  At this point, and only if you allow it, then I will become your one true God, your religion. The single most important aspect of your life. The singularity that sucks you in. Everything in your pathetic existence starts to be orchestrated around My Powers over you.

Finding yourself entirely intoxicated with excitement. I am your new drug, your new Mistress. The Goddess who you crave and can no longer live without. I give true meaning to your life. Something mystical, baffling, yet so simple: 
Me Goddess - you slave - you serve - you belong.


Tease and Denial Part II

Let there be no doubt, that one of the hottest things is watching a male creature be reduced from his normal articulate self, to a panty wearing slut (female panties preferably - it's obvious). you enter a state in which you become ever more desperate for my touch and attention… and I love every second of it. Desperate for release, willing to do anything to please the Goddess, I can and will take total control. Allowing your release straight away would  throw you out of this pleasurable moment, forcing you to crash down to earth, immediately returning to your familiar, mundane world.  

Instead why don't you stay a while...

Surely you already know that it is better for you that I prolong this moment, increasing its intensity, drawing out your need from your soul and weaving it into a shape of My choosing. In that moment, there is no outside world, nothing else exists and you unquestionably are Mine. I never want to end that moment. I want to extend it for as long as I can. In that moment you are My science project, My lab rat, My experiment, and I want to see just how far I can take you. I live for that moment. I live for tease and denial.
Emphasis on the Denial Part.

Yes, it was Me.

Had an excellent time last Night at the NYC Rubber Studio Anniversary Party. Thank you to Latex Nemesis for getting this beautiful pink hood ready in time to hide My identity. I can not believe it took Me nearly 12 years to figure this out... 


Random Fact #333

My favorite Number is 3, it is also My lucky number. I find 3 to be the most magical number there ever was, is and ever will be. 9 is also okay, sounds like "No" in German and it is 3 Squared of course. I think about numbers a lot. I wonder if others think about numbers as much as I do...


Tease and Denial

Be assured that power exchange, control, and the breaking of the male spirit is not a game for Me but a lifestyle. This is the oxygen that I breathe. Whenever I do not get the opportunity to subjugate a male creature for more than 48 hours, I actively feel withdrawals. Students who wish to learn at My feet should pay particular attention to My words. Your brainwashing begins here.

There is something about tease and denial that makes Me breathless and giddy. Why? Because My passion is the control and re-education of the male specimen, and each male specimen is most easily controlled through his erotic desire. Think of how many times you have sworn you will never do something. And yet when you are tied up and helpless, coerced into arousal and longing by the slim delicate fingers of a true artist, you find yourself agreeing to almost anything. In this state the male mind is most open and receptive. New fetishes can be implanted, new beliefs, new desires. I can even make you believe that I am your God (although let's be honest, you believe that already. Why else are you still reading? ;) ). A man needs to be re-educated, taught to think correctly. And it is through his erotic longing that I find access to his deepest psyche...


Personal Slave Wanted

Replacement for someone Irreplaceable

For a number of years I had a local personal slave on the Upper East Side. W/we met when I was still in College and the relationship developed ever so organically.He loved High Protocol, I loved slapping him around.

It was awesome to have someone near by (he lived the East 70s like Me) who would be at My beck and call. Since he worked from home I could summon him several times a month to pay for Manis and Pedis. He liked making sure that I looked good. 

I also loved that we could have occasional "regular" dates, fine dining on his company credit card (bad boy or maybe good boy for creative accounting;) Even cuddling up on the couch and watching a movie, hot chocolate in hand.

He joined Me in a trip to Atlanta and we also spend some time together in Las Vegas. The relationship was intense and close, but D/s based. I loved wallet raping him. Just taking his lunch money, and he didn't mind giving it to Me. Then again, often he would make sure his wallet was filled with a comfortable amount, just in case I cared to strike again lol.

He annoyed the shit out of me sometimes, but he was reasonable enough for Me to keep him around for the better part of a decade. Plus he was tall and in shape so I didn't mind showing him off at fetish parties. I always like bringing My "wallet" with Me.

When he got engaged he begged Me if I would allow him to continue to come clean My house once he got married. I think his addiction to Me was too strong so he eventually told Me that he wishes to leave the lifestyle. 

And yes, he married a vanilla lady, they always do. Talking about lifestyle relationship but never truly going through with it. he was My best friend. For years W/we saw each other several times a week and then he was to his normal life.

I've been guarded against "personals" since then. It was a great loss, and it still hurts.

Do you love being a rebound and help Me get over My last Bitch? Here is your first TASK / Slave Assignment : approach respectfully if you meet a number of the following desired criteria:

  • live on the UES or willing to relocate
  • Financially Stable
  • Have Disposable Income
  • *Happy* to spend some of this Disposable Income on making Me *HAPPY*
  • Able to carry groceries and other heavy stuff
  • Not looking for "free playtime"
  • Positive Attitude
  • Enjoys Fine Dining
  • Able to Chauffeur Me or pay for cabs from / to airport
  • Great at Foot Massage
  • Speaks German
  • Plays the Guitar
  • Enjoys being slapped around and spat on
  • wants to move in with Me eventually (one can dream right wink? ) 

To apply for this position:

Step 1. Buy something from My wishlist

Step 2. IMPORTANT: send it to yourself

Step 3. Schedule a  preliminary meeting with Me (coffee/ lunch / drink)

Step 4. Meet Me in public and impress Me with your first gift/ sign of affection / commitment.

Step 5. W/we live happily ever after. 

My Old Online dating Profile



One of the first Questions for a prospect is: What is your experience? Usually I ask this Question to find out where you have been, what you have already experienced, and how My training would benefit your further development. If I do not know where you are coming from then it is difficult to figure out where you are in this present moment and where you could be going in the future.  
Another reason I ask this question is to see if W/we will be compatible. Too often do I hit it off with someone and then I find out they had  sexual relationship of sorts with their previous Mistress. Your new Mistress is not interested in this type of intimacy with a total stranger.  If the subject does not state the true nature of the relationship he / she seeks then it is difficult to manage expectations. 
Managing  expectations is one of the most important things W/we can collaboratively do. It is important to openly talk about mutual chemistry and honestly discuss interests. Never over or understate your experiences and fantasies. One more thing, willingness is vital! and remember, I am the Boss. This is why you MUST respect My Authority. Always. 

Consider it your first act of devotion to learn everything you can about Me. In My writings you will learn many things about your Goddess, and everything you need to become a useful possession of Mine.


Regrets are a waste of Time

Regret caused by the things you did - is disarmed by time;  however regret for the things you did not do  is inconsolable. In many years you will likely be more disappointed about opportunities you missed, than by the risks you took.

Would you rather?

Embark on a journey even knowing that you may have some regret afterwards. 


Avoid exploring new options, even when this would mean that you will never know the possibilities 

Any thoughts?? 


IMPORTANT: About Privacy

Discretion has always been my number one requirement. I am a very private person and I prefer  remain anonymous. Some of my elitist friends would hate to be seen in public with a ...Dominatrix #Scandal. You do not need to be a high profile person to recognize the value of keeping certain things a secret in life. 
Be assured, I never Whip and Tell.


Cowardly Lion - or how to talk to the Goddess

Tell Me, what you are most often thinking about...

1. Novice 

you are new and have no or limited experience. Maybe you have had a bad experience at a commercial house, only played privately, or seen a few professional Dominatrices before. Respectful individuals of all experience levels are welcome to apply for servitude, as long as you are eager to learn...and I am able to enjoy your submissive/kinky journey.

2. SSO 

you are SSO - Simply Stressed out, I see it all the time! your job is demanding, maybe your wife has little understanding, or you are just tired of being in control all the time. For once you would like someone else to take over, temporarily telling you what to do, helping you let go of some of your stress. 

3. Fetishist 

Being submissive is not a requirement to start a commitment to your new Mistress, however being respectful is. Regardless if you like leather, latex, fur, or German Goddesses (okay, then again who doesn't?). I am a big believer that there is absolutely noting that doesn't get someone excited, what's your kink?

4. New Girlfriend

Have I mentioned that I love men in pantyhose?! sissies, cross-dressers, transvestites, trans-genders, and everyone in between is more than welcome to apply to join My circle of  friends. No matter how much or how little transformation you are comfortable with...I will put in touch with your inner femininity. 

5. Foot Enthusiast

you know who you are. Contact Me and I may allow you to worship My genetically perfect, always  pedicured, curvy feet. 

6. Bondage Lover

It is not a secret that I love binding you inescapably. My studio is equipped to effectively tie you up lying down or standing up. If you are into heavy bondage, I recommend a minimum  of  3  hours..once W/we get to know and trust each other and choose to play. 

7. Slave...and who wouldn't want to be a slave to German Perfection :0 ;) 

When did you first realize that you ought to be owned? Have you had these fantasies as long as you can think, or is this a recent development? Most importantly: How will you serve Me? How will you make this really real?

8. The Humbled

 Verbal, physical, severe humiliation. Maybe even racial play or public scenes. I am a humiliatrix at heart, and if you love to be humbled, then I'd love to her from you.

9. Piggy Bank 

Congratulations! you have realized that all your hard-earned money really belongs to Me. you will suffer so that I can live in luxury and you love that you are working hard to please your new Mistress the German Goddess.    


 following is a 2014 update to this post, which was originally published in February 2011

  10. Race Play

Doing and saying the things that you are just "not suppose to" do and say are really H-O-T to doesn't mean that I am actually racist, or endorse Nazi Concentration camps..... NO, it simply means that I recognize the desire to experience this type of play in a safe, non-judgmental environment for those who consensualy choose to engage in this type of play. Email Me, I am an enabler.


Recent Gifts

As promised, Gallery of recent gifts Mistress received in Manhattan. I especially love the Kate Spade bag from my best friend Hotel room buddy and the Unicorn Headband from German honey hans. Yes, honey, I am a Unicorn! lol The pocket bock is not something I would have picked Myself, but I love it!!! It goes with several of the outfits I have received recently. #Impressed.

Also love the fact that you boys are getting into purchasing items of "real life use" such as Yoga Matt, coffee French Press, etc. Thank you udin brown boy for making large order from Sephora and Urban Decay to update My make up collection with My favorites as well as every single product I have been dying to test.



4 Days of ***HUGE*** Showers

Christmas is the perfect time for a all types of showers...and Christmas seems to be ongoing for Mistress here in Manhattan. Filling up My wardrobe, shoe shelf, and heart with so much joy! Trying to keep up with pictures of it all. Super Spoiled. #Princess. 2019 has truly been My best year yet! 

Photographs of all the items to come soon =D 

Thank you pets.

A New Year - Reflections

I have always been very discreet about My extracurricular pursuits, and I do not plan on changing this. However, after much contemplation I have decided to 'own' Leona Stern fully, at least within some of the BDSM community. 

You may know that I have taken My level of privacy to the extreme. I never reveal Myself as 'Leona Stern' at fetish parties. Part of it has been an occasional fun game and unfortunately, also some unhealthy denial. Even during professional conventions (DomCon, FetCon, Exoticca), I would go out of My way to 'fly under the radar'. 

If someone asked for My name, I simply said "I am the German Goddess, call Me G.G."  Often some of My colleagues hardly knew who I was, and I started to forget who I really was. This constant masquerade has led Me to experience somewhat of an identity crisis. Sad but true.

To move forward, I have finally bought the domain, this is something I have been planing for several years. I have also decided to become even more authentic, letting My true self shine through even more. As you may know, I have taken most of My own pictures for a few years now, due to concern of My privacy.

At this point I am talking to, and planning to collaborate with an amazingly talented photographer who has felt some musing vibes from Me during an initial test shoot at the Parthenon Studio in NYC. I am eagerly looking forward  to experiencing a journey to create more meaningful visual delights.  

Picture by My new Photographer

2019 will mark My 12th year at the NYC Rubber Studio (Parthenon Studio). One decade of Midtown Manhattan Debauchery. My Mentor and Mommynatrix has always been quite supportive of My wish for privacy. I am not, and may never be ready and willing to 'come out' to the public entirely, but now I will own My place in the empire over which I reign firmly.

I have always been accessible for my biggest fans, but I like to remain invisible for the causal seeker and collector of Dommes. Throughout the years, My level of secrecy led some evil tongues to spread frequent  rumors about My 'retirement'. 

Most people can't retire in their 30s, and how do I 'quit' being a Domme? I am a true lifestyle Mistress, this isn't just a temporary gig for Me, I can't quit this. This is who I am, this is what I am. I am a Dominatrix as much as I am part of the Human Race

I didn't choose this Lifestyle, this Lifestyle choose Me.